and you’re like
and they’re like
it’s so easy to lose sight of it all. honestly, this past semester has been really tough. just adjusting to this new environment and everything was tougher than i thought it would be. within these 3.5 months that i’ve been here, i’ve made so many mistakes but at the same time learned a great deal from them. but the most important lesson learned is that i can never be fully satisfied and content with the worldly things in life. let’s face it, we’re young and free. free as we’ll ever be. with so much freedom, comes even greater responsibility. during this first semester, i think i’ve fallen so much in love with God that it’s ridiculous. i’ll admit, at times, God’s not on the top of my list and is more often than not stowed behind my schoolwork, ksa, and friends but at the end of the day, i realize that all i have is Him. i don’t know. this is all just my late night, or should i say, early morning ranting… but i guess what i’m trying to say is, I am madly in love with my Savior. And as this semester comes to a close, I thank Him for letting me experience this college life and for guiding me throughout these times. without him, there is no way that i could have survived first semester. Even when i think i’m all alone, i’m always reminded that my Father never leaves me. and finally, i know i’ve made many mistakes and failed so many times this semester but Lord Father, i know that you’re right next to me with every step helping me get through them. and even through my failures, i still praise You and only You.
i hope you know that you’re the only one for me
you give me that hummingbird heartbeat
if only we gave it a second chance.